Just had a talk with Abby about our wedding plans. When I asked her comments about the pictures, she said its nice. But knowing her for all these years, I know there’s something wrong. When I asked her again, she said, “Ang dami kong iniisip ngayon, etc”. I was stomped with what she said and gave me a brush off statement that she was asked to go to the other building were her friends are inviting her for dinner. Of course, with sheer politeness, I just said go ahead. Then my 2 challenging hours commences.
Maybe I was wrong about opening up the wedding plan since tonight, she was tired from work or maybe other things that she want to share with me, that is if she wants to share it with me. She’s a bit of a private person too.
Maybe I’m too selfish because of not understanding her situation completely. She is deciding whether to finish her contract or extend it. About the wedding, if ever she opts to extend her contract, we will get married by June2012 but if not and wished to resign, then the wedding will be Nov2012. So its truly a complicated situation.
I should have at least support her still for whatever decision she will make. I just prayed to God before I made this blog. I prayed that he will mediate in our relationship. I prayed that through him, we will be united with our decisions and more importantly, His will be done.
I will be waiting till 1am Manila time(8pm Jeddah Time), to talk to her one more time. I don’t want to end this night in a bad note, same as hers.
Till here folks, good night.
Wends Yap